Has days gone better or worse? I dunno. Seems like everyday its the same, as in my feelings, except for more problems arising at work. Not big problems, but nothin is smooth... from personal to work~ If they think that can bring mi down, well, kiss my ass... I will kick back and b strong. I need the strength that I lost.
I lost a fren whom I known for a month. She committed suicide. Haiz~ cannot believe it really happened... Ppl keep sayin she got the courage to jump, y no courage to live on? Ha~ I wonder if ppl sayin these is stupid or wat? Its easy to say.. But sometimes its too much till u cannot take it anymore...
They rather die coz the know the wun face the problem anymore.... Thats wat I supposed they think before they die.... May she rest in peace and those reporters, dun b so free, interview ppl's family already then use yr imagination to write more nonsense in YOUR papers. Spare a thought for the family who's suffering. Dun juz coz u wan yr papers or news to b top seller, then make ppl who knows the truth to b even more sad. Thats y ppl always refer u ppl as dogs... But come on lo... Dogs r much better, they wun write or spread unknown rumours...
So reporters out there, next time yr father mother die, dun tell ppl is illness or old age, go and write a report how yr parents die, say they were eaten by caterpillars or flush away by the toilet bowl when the automatic sensor gone kuku lo.... see how u will feel....
Chen Juan
u rest in peace... At least u know u wun suffer here anymore~ I wish u will be in a good family in yr next life~ All of us who known u for barely a month or so, its fate that brought u to us~
